Polar bear

Hey. This week has been a bad one for me. Screwed up 3 tests. Smu, physics and chem as well. That's why i was quite sad throughout the entire week. Welcomed this 3 day break to catch up on all the stuff i am so far behind on. And i seriously need to start filing. Anyone who sees my bag at its current state will be very shocked as every worksheet given since the beginning of the year is still in my bag. Therefore, I shall start filing up.

I dunno, a lot of stuff has been running through my mind recently. Everything is in a disarray and I just can't do what I thought I could do well in. For instance, I thought this year would be better since i would doing PCM. I more or less wasnt looking forward for E. But right now, P has been scaring me. M and C arent going too well either. E has been better than expected but still screwed up. This was not how I viewed things. With the Mid-years coming along, some of seniors have told me to expect the worst. And i am just keeping my fingers crossed.

But it's just so typical of me to get worked up about such things. This is highly irritating. On a separate note, I have told my parents of my intention of getting into the airforce. So, hopefully, i can get into the airforce. Then, i can become a pilot. I just hope I can become one. Qualifying to become a pilot is hard, and the journey is even harder. But I know i want it. I also told them of what i would like to study in the uni as well. It would either be engineering or accounting, but accounting scares me. So in order of preferance: chemical, electrical, aerospace then mechanical. Well yeah, that's what i'd like to do.

But then again, i need to work hard to get there, whatever my ambition may be. I need to use that as motivation to work hard. Right now, the whole team China and team Singapore thing may seem really stupid and all, but at least it's making me do my tutorials =). Haha, its sad but true that I need this kind of motivation. I am sort of team Singapore's foreign talent and team China comprises of just Zhao Chen. haha. Right now, my fellow team Singapore members - justin and louis - are not happy with my performance, and understandably so.

So i guess its time for me to buck up.

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One day, a bear was walking down a street.
It tripped and fell into the river nearby. (Do not ask me why there's a street along the river.)
But the bear didn't drown. Why?
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It was a polar bear.

Now justin can say something else other than sodium and chlorine walking down a street.

Thank god for Mrs Yik, haha.

Hm.

Hey.

The similarities between p!atd and the killers are uncannily weird. Even though their music is very different at times.

Btw, watching the TKGS girls having a catfight on the bus today was so darn funny.

School today was so-so. I think paka did me more bad than good in that sense.

The irony of it all.

Panther

Hey. As you all know, windows released its latest OS a week ago if I am not wrong. $5billion spent on R&D for that product.

And all it does is copy Mac.

Seriously, Microsoft is beginning to suck more and more as the days pass by. I was watching this video on youtube and realised how much vista had ripped of Mac OS 10, the Panther. I know, i may sound like some nerd here, but Apple is really the best. Apple OWNS Microsoft.

And I have no more sympathy for Microsoft, especially since Bill left. I'm going to get an iPhone and an iBook as soon as i can afford it hah.

On a completely different note, O level results are coming out next friday i think. Quite cool huh? Let's hope things turn out for the best, and I also hope my class stays the same and no one leaves! Although it is highly unlikely that anyone leaves.

Chem test on friday and FA test on Saturday. Not too good. But I must admit that yesterday's FA lessons was the best I have had so far. It was really cool, especially trying to defend that guy and the way he did his accounting.

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Damn. So much to do, but no mood to do it. Now there's Econs to mug for. Stupid test.

Vertigo

Hey. This is the song that U2 sang when they were smoking pot. I am quite sure about that. Anyway, life is going well. Livin it by the day right now. SATs being only 2 days away isn't exactly helping matters either. Well, i nearly ran for SC, but didn't pick up the form in the end. I hope I do not regret this decision.

Hm, s for sex. Haha, quite fun lah, my class. Super fun to talk with. Great company as well! Ah, lectures are super fun. Get to sit with either s46 or daniel+thana. Today during physics eugene and i sat with daniel and thana. Talk crap for nearly the whole of the 2 periods. Sometimes its fun to be with them again lah haha.

Got back our testimonial and stuff today. OK lah. Just hope we are getting another transcript in March after our O level results. That'd look much better than the one I have now. Anyway, O level results are coming out around the 5 to 9 Feb. Cos my Dad's polytechnic was getting ready for it. So yeah, 2 subjects. Wondering what i'll get. Just hope i'll do well lah. Need to. Must. do. well.

v14! Shout out to all v14 pple! Let's go out somewhere! Drop suggestions at my tagboard! and to s46 pple as well, but i guess we could talk in class or smth haha. But we must meet up and go out soon! So tell me what you all want to do!

Hmm yeah. Never fully awake at anytime of the day. Falling asleep on the train all the time. Today fell asleep on the shoulder of some woman. It's damn embarrasing man. I need to find a way to prevent such things. I've been oversleeping a lot on the train as well. And a few days ago I nearly overslept on the bus to SMU.

Damn sad. Making stupid misatakes in tutorials and cannot concentrate properly. Like during today's chem and econs. Haiz, depressing. Tmr is chem olympiad selection test. By the looks of it, I doubt i'll make it through. Considering how my brain has degenerated over the past few days.

I cannot think properly and I am spouting nonsense right now.

And there's SL!

AH!

DIE. DIE. DIE.

Hm ok. Let me check out the website for the youth flying club and come back in a sec.

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I need to apply by march. I see. And i must go down to seletar every saturday mornings. See how.

Night!

DeBeers Boo

Hey. Finally watched a movie today after a very long time. First movie of the year. Blood Diamond. It was either Blood Diamond or Babel, but I decided to watch Blood Diamond in the end. You know one thing, I actually enjoy watching the new Leo. He's no longer the irritating Jack from Titanic. He's just great to watch now.

Well, it was a really intense movie and was really engaging. I guess one thing that really shocked me was the way they stored conflict diamonds in vaults, such that demand will be high. As a result, the price of diamonds always remain costly. I thought that was really sick and disgusting.

A superb movie; just a BIT sad, but great nonetheless.

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Haiz, I am disappointed with my attitude towards school nowadays. I am living by the day right now, which is really bad for me. No motivation to do anything. Not running for CT council either. Might as well sign up for YFC in April.

Might be getting all our IP documents (i.e. testimonial, etc.) this coming week. There'll be an IP meeting soon. Haha, can't wait to get back all my stuff. But still have to wait for transcript.

I need motivation!

Sorry S cube, but u really sicken me!

Tags!

Hey, I guess I shall reply to all the tags I have gotten, since I haven't replied to any since 6 Jan. Apologies.

xtine: Haha thanks! I did get dunked! Who doesn't? And everyone feels that way! WHY?

dw: i hope all the class transfers are over. But i think there will be more class changes after O2.

pearlyn: thanks pearlyn! haha, i'm glad you like your class! i guess the people in your class are great too.

Eugene: whatever bitch. Haha.

shreya: Haha yeah! I guess you're right.

yong tat: Yo! It's great to see some of the 2E people again after 2 years!

ganesh: hey, hope you like your new class! Warran, Gautham, Clara and co. Haha. And thanks!

chunhan: Haha chunhan! yeah, i'll try!

xtine: I miss not seeing you too! Just barging into v13 and doing crap is something I'll truly miss!

Eugene: Lol, that's what happens when you have too much porn on your computer.

pearlyn: I miss you too! And all the times the 4 of us (Jobo, Yx, you and me) used to fight! It was really fun being at our table! I guess that'll never happen again! But we still meet in the morning! Haha.

shreya: hello shreya!

simran: Hi sim!run! Haha.

LWC: Hey wilbur! Haha, I miss you as well! At least PE and most of our lectures are at the same time. And yes! Unfortunately, I am CT Rep again!


Thanks for the tags guys! Please continue tagging! Reading tags makes me happy!

Another weekend over. Back to school. Time to wander aimlessly again. AHHHHHHHHHH! And I slept so long today afternoon so I can't sleep now either. Bah. And there's PE tomorrow! Hopefully we can play soccer then. At least I can have some fun haha.

X-X

Hey. So today is Christmas. Yay. I honestly don't know what I'm doing. Seriously. Just feel that these holidays have been highly unproductive. A little more than a week left before being caught in the vicious cycle of school again. That also means that I have to wake up 5 hours earlier than I usually have to.

The year is finally coming to an end. One more year till another even year comes around. I don't know why but even years are usually better for me. but recently, there isn't really much difference. They are all just... good, i guess.

I'm bored. I hate to say that I'm bored. Bahh.

Oh yah. Survivor has come to an end, which has made me really sad. Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa. But it's great the genius of a Yul won it. Apparently he studied at Yale and Stanford Law school, which sounds really scary. But nonetheless, it was great show to watch. Yeah.

Well i guess I haven't really talked about it. We're going to split up next year. But I guess it's not going to be much of a difference to a lot of pple cos we're still going to be together rite? Yeah we are. Started getting in touch with my VS friends who are coming down next year. Well, at first, I was really looking forward to them coming. But I think I am more or less used to the fact they are, and I really can't wait to meet them.

Speaking of next year, I just remembered Orientation. Well, many pple I have been talking to say they plan to pon a few days of orientation, which I feel is a stupid idea. Come on, you're already different from the mainstream pple and skipping a few days of orientation is just going to make it worse. It's just going to reflect badly on us and make the whole "integration into the mainstream" thingy worse.

Man, I cant think straight anymore.

Life is just going to become another tiring routine again next year. Well, I don't have to go to Bishan twice a week anymore! But then again, school's going to end late as well I guess. So no point sounding overly happy there.

Well, I've been having this niggling feeling in the back of my head that I have made the wrong choice by choosing economics. I think I made another fast, hasty decision. My econs isn't really that great or anything. I just wanted to do smth that would give me a proper backgrd in finance. even though econs has nothing to do with that, i thought it could give me the basic BASIC idea behind the whole idea of finance, which is really wrong. So, after I got into the AP thing at SMU, I am planning to crash geog lectures and check them out. Just see how things are going down there, and I may just choose to make a change after 3 months.

Although I don't think I may change considering all the various.... nvm.

This is getting long, boring and draggy.

Well a list of resolutions maybe.

Erm, getting fit is definitely one of my top priorities. Finally got a silver this year after passing pullups and SITANDREACH. Just need to maintain push harder. Soccer and wilbur's was completely humiliating. Get into a CCA and stay in it. Not talking about ICS here. hehe. Thought of trying out for SC but realised that that was a bad idea. Go some place new and have a blast during june holidays. And of course, academic excellence. well, just these 4 for the time being. Isn't a lot right?

Freddie Mercury, the greatest ever.