Exercising is the best cure for depression

Today while jogging, i felt a stabbing pain in my chest.

And a part of me just hoped I died there.

The Last Lecture

Many people asked whether I'd buy the book like Mr Chan had asked us to, but I told them I'd watch it on Youtube.

Nearly 10 weeks later, I've finally watched it. At first I thought I'd watch it in parts, but I ended up watching the entire lecture in one sitting without moving at all.

And this was just the thing I needed right now.

TEVEZ AH

Hello all. Today soccer was long, tiring and a bit life threatening. It was okay at the start, but then there were certain moments where i feared for my life:

1) When I was goalkeeping and Manraj had the ball
2) Louis' fearless tackling and ultra painful studs
3) The random people who ran around as though they were in some death match and forgot that it was just a game between friends. Heh.

So after much loading at KFC and a long chit chat session with some of the guys, headed back home to sleep. Much to my embarrasment, fell asleep on the shoulder of the person beside me on the train. Thankfully, he was asleep as well. The moment I came back home, I slept like a log. Too shag to do anything else.

I didn't go to watch the match with the rest of the guys anyway, cos of other things. Either way, TEVEZ MA MAN scored! But Berba assisted, sigh.

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Oh ya! The classmates came over on tuesday! It was really fun (in some cases at the expense of others) and I'm glad I called the class down to my house. Thanks to nick for suggesting the idea to me in the first place, and I hope everyone has a different impression of the west now too!

I think I've finally reached a point where I just need to sit down and think about everything I've done so far. Every wrong move, every right move, every single little aspect of my life thus far. More importantly, I want to come to peace with myself, and convince myself I'm capable of so muc more.

Even though I probably had one of the best times of my life in VJ, my confidence and self-esteem has suffered major blows during this period too. So like I said earlier, what I need now more than anything is to convince myself, as hard as it may be.

VAAAAAA

To all those who have watched it: Vaaranam Aayiram is possibly the best movie I've ever watched.

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Life has been good. Too good to be true.

Apart from the fact that I actually watched Twilight. But then again, cosmic balance. A disgusting movie on friday but a totally awesome movie on saturday to more than make up for it.

Once again, anyone soccering, please call me along!

Who needs berbatov when you have vidic?

SURVIVOR!

Heyyyyy. So a lot has happened since. Prom was just a mass photo taking session, but it was a fun night none the less. I had to make a choice between O bar and Ashley's house, but went to Ashley's house in the end. Haha, had a fun time playing with her Xbox 360 there, with the Beijing Olympics and all.

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I've been watching too much survivor recently. I started off by watching Gabon. That made me want to watch cook islands again. I think cook islands was possibly one of the best survivor seasons ever. But, it was kinda predictable, but still my favourite ever. I just finised watching Micronesia, far more cut throat than Cook Islands which i guess ultimately made it more exciting to watch. I think survivor exile island was really quite exciting as well, but i just can't watch the final few episodes cos i can't find the links! So if anyone knows where i can find the links, please tell me! And Cirie is really a power woman. She's the master at mind games and that's by far the greatest asset in survivor, not being physically strong.

I guess Gabon is okay, but i don't really like the settings very much. I think Micronesia and the Cook Islands were far more beautiful. The one thing I love about survivor is the immunity and reward challenges! I think the people in charge of the challenges must be really creative to come up with stuff like that.

I always dream of competing in those immunity challenges. Really. I just remembered what desmond once said in his blog. A survivor comprising of just extremely smart people. Wow, the mind games alone would be sickening. But then again. that's what makes survivor so interesting. It's like why the start of any survivor season is usually quite boring and only starts to get more exciting towards the end. Haha that's why Gabon is getting more fun now. I hope Bob wins man.

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AH. Okay, i've been so bored recently. Tell me if anyone is playing soccer anytime soon!