Oh it's what you do to me

Hey. It sure has been a long time since I last posted. Well nothing much has happened, except that reality has just slapped me in the face. Promos are in 20 days, according to Eugene, and i haven't started my revision yet. Got back Chem lecture test today. Was not one of the five in class who passed. Failed. As expected. But I didn't tear out my shirt button like i did when I got back my physics lecture test last term. I more or less was expecting somewhere around what I got. So, this is a wake up call for promos like how physics was a wake up call for mid years

Argh, have mock physics skill A test tmr. And I guess I can't really study for it either. Even if I could, I wouldn't since I have two free periods tmr morningvto study for it. Haha yeah. I do. I feel really worried for myself. I no longer put in as much effort in my work like i used to. Like today's econs case study. I didn't care if I finished it or what. I just wrote slowly, didn't care about what I was writing. Mostly nonsense. Bah. I guess all of this is a serious wake up call for me.

Plus there is PW. Need to finish up my part and send it to louis by 9pm tmr. But the thing is I doubt i can send it to him by 9 tmr. Thursdays are my longest days. Consequently, they are the most tiring as well. Plus i might be going down to get teachers' day presents after that. So... I think I may have to squeeze my PW somewhere in the middle of the day or come back home and rush my part and send it to louis. ARGH.

Yan Gen is a brave man. And I promise to be as brave as him if such an opportunity arises. HAHAHA.

BOOOOSH

You know why Man Utd aren't performing?













I stopped watching them play.

Damn, i knew something like this would happen.

D-D-L.

hello.

Hey. Today is a shockingly, boringly, tiring day. Shocking since only today morning i realised that there was going to be a chem lecture test. To make things worse, i do not know what is going to be tested. Secondly, i just realised that this wednesday i am going to have my Mock SPA and till now, i do not know which skill i'm going to be tested on. Haha, great.

Well, today was boring. PE was just body jam and after that was all the tutorials. Just a typical monday.

It's going to be tiring since my group needs to finish up our WR tonight. TONIGHT. MUHAHAHA. Although i dont think we can finish it by tonight. I am so damn tired already and I feel like sleeping. My right eye keeps tearing, and i hope zhao chen hasn't passed anything on. Everyone seems to be sick nowadays, and this is the worst possible time for anyone to fall sick.

To make things worse, man utd drew with reading. But seriously, from what i've heard, it was a one sided game and the only reason why man utd couldnt score was because reading had 10 of their own players in the penalty box. BRRRR.

I think i'll go for a power nap now before burning the midnight oil for PW.

d'oh

Hey. Hey everybody. I don't know why, but I've been feeling extremely sad these past few days. I don't know why I am. Maybe I just really bored. I really don't know. Long journeys to school make me think about a lot of things i normally wouldn't want to, and most of the time, the regret and bitterness just overwhelm me.

School has been fine. Fell sick and took a break from school. It did me some good as i was able to recuperate quicker. Physics SPA was alright except for the fact that Mrs Tan spent quite some time changing all the equipment of my circuit (which wasn't working) when she realised that i hadn't connected my circuit properly. Nevertheless, I was able to finish my SPA on time.

I've started doing work once again now that floorball is over. Speaking of floorball, I don't know whether i can go through the same thing all over again next year. I mean, i enjoy the people and the game, but there's just something amiss. And the problem's surely with me.

Finally went for Chem O again after a very long time. Rate of Reactions. Was alright at the beginning but i sort of knocked out when he started going into to the math. Maybe I was just tired that day.

Saturday was PW. At school. Matt's macbook is awwwesome. That's what I want. It's just so sleek, so nice. We were able to cover some stuff, and finish up some other things as well. All in all, it was possibly one of our most effective meetings thus far. After that, some of us went to 7-11 to get stuff to eat. While sitting outside, we were talking about our families, or our fathers in particular. Hearing the stories made me feel more sad as well. Gosh, it must be the music i listen to. Avenged Sevenfold and The Killers make me too sad.

Everything just seems so sad and depressing right now. And I just don't know what triggered it all. The irony of it all.

Can't wait for the national day class outing(s). And soccer. I need something to make me tired.

And of course Simpsons. :)