normalcy

i was reading some pple's blogs before posting just now and i realised something... it's all a copy... simulcra... wadever crap u call it....

anyway, i finally collected my class tee... it looks great.... wondering how to bring it to sch tomorrow...

iki masho: everyone is saying that our class will screw up and stuff... but i feel that it is my duty to up the spirit tomorrow and make sure that everyone can do the job and be determined of doing the well for the iki masho... i think it's possible...

ss test is gonna be so friggin difficult... havent finished my ss assignment or my math assignment... gonna watch simpsons now...

i was reading this guy's blog and he had written a poem(talk about simulcra of which even i am guilty at times, but thats besides the point)... it was about how no one liked him and how sad he was feeling... at the end he wrote: this is not an attempt at self pity or for people to show sympathy towards me (or something to that effect)... what i don't get is that if he doesnt want to be pitied upon, he should be like thana and not care about anything... why write about it in your blog(thinking it's cool) and brood in sch? isn't that an attempt or rather a call for sympathy? i dunno....

liverpool won the champs league!!!!!!!!!!!!! but as part of the cosmic balance, bo bice lost american idol.... how depressing... but still liverpool won through sheer determination and class which i feel is very essential for anyone to excel in life... despite being a man utd fan, i now have a new found respect for Liverpool.... rock on dudes!

and i really like the VJ soccer team as well...

true champions are not those who win, but those who never quit... don't worry guys... we'll bring home the trophy next year...

Bitch

i saw her and i wanted to punch her.
anyone who knows me would know who i am talking about.
bloody fucking bitch with a fucked up attitude.
bitch.
some bitch with a fucking attitude problem.
some racist bitch who doesn't know how to respect teachers.
some bitch who is feeling super insecure cos' no one likes her.
serves the bitch right.
and do u know what she says?
i can't change somethings that are instilled in me since young.
ohhh....
so u were a bitch since young.
how wonderful.
just try changing your attitude for a day and see what happens.
miracles.
bitch.
period.

Pain

Ahh...
the pain, the sorrow,
the thought of it,
Ahh...
the pain
what is it...
i cannot tell...
an undefined period...
what is my purpose in this society...
for i am just a mere fragment of this monumental world...
what can i do?
pray tell, for i do not know...
constrained in this boundary...
fearing every decision...
is the what i really want?
i repeat...
dejavu...
Ahh...
the pain, the sorrow...

first post

hey guys... this is my first ever post... kk wadever... i was reading other pple's blogs and then i realised that this blog was necessary for me to channel my thoughts... a form of stress relieving(if that's how u spell it)...

let's get to the point here... i am not gonna whine that the VIP is being to stressful and that they are giving too much work... the main reason why i am here is because the potential was seen in me... i know that i can do it... and i'll prove to everyone that i'll do it... it is true that there's a lot of work and all that crap but that's part of life...

but some decisions they have made are really quite stupid... i mean there are so many tests and homework piled onto the last week... with the japan trip and stuff, these tests are the last things i want right now...

also, i was reading someone's blog, and he had said something about thinkers and the VIP which i totally agree with... i shall not elaborate...

and i have found a new hobby - blog surfing! and it totally rocks...