Polar bear
Hey. This week has been a bad one for me. Screwed up 3 tests. Smu, physics and chem as well. That's why i was quite sad throughout the entire week. Welcomed this 3 day break to catch up on all the stuff i am so far behind on. And i seriously need to start filing. Anyone who sees my bag at its current state will be very shocked as every worksheet given since the beginning of the year is still in my bag. Therefore, I shall start filing up.
I dunno, a lot of stuff has been running through my mind recently. Everything is in a disarray and I just can't do what I thought I could do well in. For instance, I thought this year would be better since i would doing PCM. I more or less wasnt looking forward for E. But right now, P has been scaring me. M and C arent going too well either. E has been better than expected but still screwed up. This was not how I viewed things. With the Mid-years coming along, some of seniors have told me to expect the worst. And i am just keeping my fingers crossed.
But it's just so typical of me to get worked up about such things. This is highly irritating. On a separate note, I have told my parents of my intention of getting into the airforce. So, hopefully, i can get into the airforce. Then, i can become a pilot. I just hope I can become one. Qualifying to become a pilot is hard, and the journey is even harder. But I know i want it. I also told them of what i would like to study in the uni as well. It would either be engineering or accounting, but accounting scares me. So in order of preferance: chemical, electrical, aerospace then mechanical. Well yeah, that's what i'd like to do.
But then again, i need to work hard to get there, whatever my ambition may be. I need to use that as motivation to work hard. Right now, the whole team China and team Singapore thing may seem really stupid and all, but at least it's making me do my tutorials =). Haha, its sad but true that I need this kind of motivation. I am sort of team Singapore's foreign talent and team China comprises of just Zhao Chen. haha. Right now, my fellow team Singapore members - justin and louis - are not happy with my performance, and understandably so.
So i guess its time for me to buck up.
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One day, a bear was walking down a street.
It tripped and fell into the river nearby. (Do not ask me why there's a street along the river.)
But the bear didn't drown. Why?
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It was a polar bear.
Now justin can say something else other than sodium and chlorine walking down a street.
Thank god for Mrs Yik, haha.
I dunno, a lot of stuff has been running through my mind recently. Everything is in a disarray and I just can't do what I thought I could do well in. For instance, I thought this year would be better since i would doing PCM. I more or less wasnt looking forward for E. But right now, P has been scaring me. M and C arent going too well either. E has been better than expected but still screwed up. This was not how I viewed things. With the Mid-years coming along, some of seniors have told me to expect the worst. And i am just keeping my fingers crossed.
But it's just so typical of me to get worked up about such things. This is highly irritating. On a separate note, I have told my parents of my intention of getting into the airforce. So, hopefully, i can get into the airforce. Then, i can become a pilot. I just hope I can become one. Qualifying to become a pilot is hard, and the journey is even harder. But I know i want it. I also told them of what i would like to study in the uni as well. It would either be engineering or accounting, but accounting scares me. So in order of preferance: chemical, electrical, aerospace then mechanical. Well yeah, that's what i'd like to do.
But then again, i need to work hard to get there, whatever my ambition may be. I need to use that as motivation to work hard. Right now, the whole team China and team Singapore thing may seem really stupid and all, but at least it's making me do my tutorials =). Haha, its sad but true that I need this kind of motivation. I am sort of team Singapore's foreign talent and team China comprises of just Zhao Chen. haha. Right now, my fellow team Singapore members - justin and louis - are not happy with my performance, and understandably so.
So i guess its time for me to buck up.
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One day, a bear was walking down a street.
It tripped and fell into the river nearby. (Do not ask me why there's a street along the river.)
But the bear didn't drown. Why?
-
-
-
-
It was a polar bear.
Now justin can say something else other than sodium and chlorine walking down a street.
Thank god for Mrs Yik, haha.
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