Try, Cry, Why Try?

Hey. I am feeling really sore now. Over maths. I really thought I could do well. Well, I guess i disappointed myself.

I just need to forget it and move on. Move along. Now must focus on organic chem, and I aim to do really well in it. You know smth? I aim to do well in everything I think I can do well in. But in the end, it all screws up. Just like that.

Try, cry, why try?

This is a verse from the song Losing my Religion by REM and recently sung by Ryan Star on Rockstar: Supernova. I think its a really great song (I think desmond would concur) and it really represents me at the time being. You have to check out the lyrics of this song. Really great.

What I need to do know, is to stop whining and brooding over the past. Forget about by numerous failures and stay with a clear focussed mind. Be confident of my capabilities but at the same time, not be too over confident (which is a HUGE problem). And of course, plan and work hard. I guess I need to start earlier this time around. And I am going to force myself to.

And of course. Sleep. Have ample sleep, to ensure that I can have all of the above, especially a clear, focussed mind. I know I can do it. You know my group. Before each test, we usually tell each other that we'll do really well for this test or that test. Its usually sarcastic. Uncannily, the 5 of us usually do well when we motivate each other like this. Maybe its just some random correlation between 2 events. This just suddenly came to my mind.

Anyway, I know I can do it.

Try, cry, why try?

At least I tried.